Gabriel sits at God's left-hand. Lucky duck.

Tooooday, was good I guess.
I'm worried about my sister, her heart is hurting right now.
It was really cold outside, and I hope tomorrow is a snow day. One of my teachers (I'm not going to say who because that's mean) makes me so angry!!!! This person just every little tick and how they talk is so obnoxious!! I was ready to stand up in the middle of class and walk out. It was almost unbearable. So, then, once school was over, I was in a very bad mood. Then, my dear friend Tim unzipped my hood and it tipped me over the edge. I fell over in a fit of rage screaming, "I AM THROWING A FIT!!!!!!!!!" and then I shrieked like a four year-old and kicked and smacked the wall. It was very satisfying. Normally when I get frustrated, I cry, but today I just wanted to punch someone. So, I punched the wall. Which, I had never done before. That was also satisfying. Only problem is that now I have burns on my knuckles. Won't be doing that again. : \ Anyways, all who read this, please be praying for my family (we're just fighting some tough stuff right now) and praying that I would be able to be a strong warrior for God. So, (if appropriate of course) when you are in a bad mood, make some room on the floor, and throw a fit. Don't drag it out, but kicking and screaming and throwing yourself around for about two minutes is nice sometimes. You are all loved dearly.

Helena Th-elise

Lay your sorrows on the ground

Alright, so I'll start with Friday evening. That night I met a new guy Triston Tully, who, is so dedicated to God it's evident upon looking at him. I mean, I walked up and put out my hand for a handshake when, before I could say "my name is Helena", I was enveloped in a hug as this 6'4" teddy bear said, "oh, there are no handshakes here!!". The coolest part about this guy is that, even though I'm sure he could have any girl he wanted, he never wants to get married so he can live his life fully dedicated to God. I really admire that. :) And, I have new friend, who I met the week before, and her lovely name- Kailey. I just love that way of spelling Kailey. Lets count the ways we could spell it!!! Kailey, Kailee, Kaylee, Kayleigh, Kalee, Kaleigh...I'm sure there are many more.

Anyways, this girl...wow. What an incredible story she has, and so much wisdom!! One of the things that she said that really really hit me, and I hope it does you too, is that, it's not our job to look for our husband. She explained it like this: We are always running around dating people going, 'is this my husband?? what about him??? is it him??' when, really, God has the right person picked out, and when he wants to bring him into our life, he will. And, we may push that right guy away time and time again, but if it's the right person, God will keep bringing them back to us.

And besides being wise and beautiful, she is just one of the easiest people to like you have ever met. What a joy. Then (according to Triston, and since him and Kailey live so close to me) we are gonna go door to door and pray for people. :) If anyone wants to come with, lemme know!!

Now, besides the miracle of having these two new people in my life, God had a lot more planned for the weekend. As the first night of worship wore on, I felt I needed to pray/journal. So, I did just that. I prayed that God would fill me with his spirit and that I wouldn't be of myself any longer, that I wouldn't be me anymore...I would be of him. Alright, now this is where it gets intense and awesome. I didn't even think about how that spot in me for the Kettle was still hurting, and when I was worshiping the next morning....it was gone. Just gone. When I think about him, or think about how nice it was to be with him...it doesn't even strike a chord in me. God is so good.

The other thing (and there are so many more things that happened, I just don't feel like writing about them.) is that God told me I'm gonna be a warrior for him. Sara (my adopted-but-not-really-sister) told me I already am, but I guess feeling that I'm going to be a warrior, to me, I thought this meant that I was going to fight for my brothers and sisters in Christ. I don't know yet.

Alright, well, then the weekend came to a close and it was lovely and amazing and I am forever changed. I will never go back to the way I was before. I am devoted to living and being a reflection of Jesus Christ.

I'm going to make a different post for today's news.

LOVEEEEEEE,
Hethena

A song not dedicated to your face

Soooo, the Kettle was at the basketball game. It's okay...I was totally calm. Bahaha, yeah right, I was a total baby about it. I mean, I haven't talked to him in....like 7 months? I don't want to be with him again...I just get so shaken up when I see him. Any explanations? Blech. His hair looks really good short, for any of you who know who he is. But, that is all besides the point, LP won!! And Jordan Scott is a stud. :) He scored like...a bunch of points. :D Alright, I'm going to go and listen to relaxing music. Xoxoxox.

With much love,
Helena

p.s. anyone know any remedies for getting rid of ex-induced blues?

JJ Heller - What love really means - Lyrics

Lena Lightyear

Good afternoon everybody! I am so sorry I didn't post yesterday, it was a day to be with my family. I'll admit, that yesterday was a really emotional day for me. I broke down at school, because in all honesty, I just wanted a hug from my daddy (he is in New Jersey for training to go to Afghanistan in March.) But the good news is, not counting the rest of today, he comes back in 7 days!!!! :D In the morning, yesterday, I knew something was wrong, but the thing about me is that when something is wrong, I know it, but I don't know what it is most of the time. SO anyways, I knew something was wrong, couldn't put my finger on it. Until, right after 2nd, my friend Zach asked me what was wrong, if I missed my dad, and he nailed it. It's not his fault, actually I'm grateful, I may have never figured it out!!! It was good to cry about it. There is something very cleansing about crying really hard. 

Okay, so now moving on to today. Today was delightful. Yes, I do still miss my dad, but it's not this huge tidal wave of emotions and I felt good. All my classes went smoothly, I don't have any homework, and tonight I'm going to see my friend Jordan's basketball game. There is only one downside to my fabulous day...my ex, kkkkkettle, yeah, we'll call him Kettle (just out of decency) will be there. Now, I will not talk to him, or approach him (I'm not allowed, it's a long story) but the thing about Kettle is that 1/2 of the talking we ever did was looks and body language. Hopefully (this really is hoping) he may not see me, and I can carry on normally, buuuuuut, chances are he'll see me ----> only because I'm distantly related to Goliath at a whopping six foot and I'm kinda hard to miss, and he'll stare intently at the pimple on my forehead. Heehee, I'm sorry if that grosses you out, but I think making jokes about acne makes it better. Honestly, making any joke about yourself, and laughing at yourself once in awhile, is good. Also I WHIP MY HAIR BACK AND FORTH!!!! Haha, I'm just kiddin. That song is so catchy. 

Anyways, with my luck, something ridiculously awesome will happen. Like, his hair follicles will spontaneously combust, and he will be floored with searing pain radiating through his skull. Hahaha, just fooling. I honestly don't wish any harm on him, he's a nice enough guy, I just hope he keeps his distance.

Now for something completely different!!!! For as long as I can remember, Dr. Pepper has been my favorite soda (in fact I am enjoying a cold taste of this carbonated magic right now), but recently (in the last 5 months or so) I have taken a particular liking to Pepsi. Any Pepsi fans out there? *CROWD ROARS!* DEAR SWEET SAINT MARIA!!!! I'M SURROUNDED!!!!!!!!! *Calling Star Command, come in Star Command!* *Hello, this is Star Command, what is your situation Lena Lightyear?* *pffftzzzzzztzssdsddxcccczzz* *okay.* 


WOAH! SoRrY about that you guys, my camel sat on the remote. Stupid Leroy. As I was saying, I look spectacular in tangerine. If you have gotten this far in my post, chances are you are one of my close friends and I thank you dearly for reading and putting up with my nonsense. If not, I love you and I thank you too for reading this. Stay tuned, and let me know what you think, I love criticism (seriously, I want people to like my blog, so if you have any tips, lemme know.) Aight. That will be all for now Brusefallous, good mid-day. 


With much citric acid and love,
Helena 

SALSAAAAAA!!!!!

Hello scouts, back from my adventure with Caleb, which was fabulous. We tried to find a good perfume for Madeline, with not much success, and I'm sure a bit of brain damage, but nevertheless, it was fun. Wow, I, use, a, lot, of, commas. Today was such a nice day. Shout out to Joshua Enger for being hilarious. :) You make my spleen smile, guy. K, well I still have homework to sludge my way through, and I shall write more tomorrow, till then, LIVE LONG AND PROSPER YOUNG PADEWON (or however you spell that, I'm really sorry to all you Star Wars people if I spelled it wrong). And remember kids, always eat honey nut cheerios before bedtime because they will drive away lions on the prowl. If any of you object, please say so now, or forever hold your peas. (^_^) <---a pea.
With lots o love and fairy dust,
Hetena

Ramblings-on and

Goooooooooood evening campers!!!!!

Today was a very pleasant day, and I have a feeling there is more good stuff to come because Madeline's "very special friend" and I are going birthday shopping for her and he's preeeeetty chill (just about as chill as cantalope. that's some serious chillage). As I sit here eating my dinner (a plate full of kashi salad, which, if you haven't tried, you should because it's really good and it's healthy) I can't help but wonder just how everyone else (outside of my possy) is? I hope everyone had somewhat of a good day. Last night was also most wonderful. :) I talked to my dear friend Jordan for the first time in awhile, and for whatever reason, it just made me oh so terribly happy. Alright, I think I'll continue this post later tonight. For now, this is all I have to say. STAY TUNED FOR OUR NEST EPISODE OF ELECTRIC SHADES OF SUNSHINE!!!!!!! *Will Kathy marry Petey, or is Jeremy the one for Susan???????????????* FIND OUT THIS EVENING!! 

With Much Love,

Helena

The Beginning of Something Sweet?

Beginning this blog, I guess my motivation is to share my thoughts with a wider audience, and even if no one reads it, I have felt compelled for quite some time now to write down the things I think and feel throughout the day. I'm pretty sure that was a run-on sentence. 


Today I woke up, hopped out of bed, and the day began. I guess my initial reaction to the beginning of a Monday, or any other day of the week for that matter, is that I'm ready for what life throws at me, is it a snow day, and how much foundation I'm going to need to cover up adolescence in all it's glory. As I got to school, I put on my "apathetic dramatic depressed teenager" face, as I do every morning, until I got to school, and realized I am none of those things. :P School was great today, English with Mr. Thomasson was hilarious (EGG VAN! EGG VAN!) , I understood Chemistry (which I'm sure for most average students taking Chem, is once in a blue moon), Latin was average, Historybandartgeometry...my schedule isn't the important part. My day was really great because my life has just started a new chapter, and recently, just about all my close friends have turned their eyes to my great big father in the clouds, and things have been better. I know this entry is kinda short, but my ADHD medicine (yes, I'm ADHD, just like every other kid in america) has worn off and I AM ONE HUNGRY HUNGRY HIPPO!!! and I can't concentrate. :) So, I hope that everyone who reads this maybe laughs a little, and you'll continue to read my upcoming entries. I wish you all a fabulous Tuesday and a Merry Christmas (what???? It's January 24th you duct tape!!!!!).
P.S. Every day is a different color for me, so the color of the writing is definitely significant.